The day after

The memorial page (blog) to my niece Tabitha was done and set to be almost the way it is back in July.. There were things I wrote about that I went back on labor day weekend and edited way back since the news was good at that time..  Since then there is a return to an uncertain bleak feeling but it could be good.. Who knows, maybe this will just be the new norm, living on pins and needles..  There were a few videos that were uploaded but then not set to be seen mostly because of that redundant feeling that I wrote about, which upon seeing it, they weren't set to be seen so what is redundant there??   I set the videos, got everything set to be the way it is now, and in the past few days kept thinking is this good enough..  Thought about just pushing delete.. Then let it be as is and hoped that it would be good enough...  And so there it is.. And like I have said this will be there indefinitely.. I have no plans to shut it down, unless told by Google to shut it down and even then it will be them doing it, NOT ME...  I said I have a few more videos up there that could be set to show over time, but they are the same as what is like what's there already just a different soundtrack.. All were done around Christmas time (the ones that were that way)  and the first two were done in the week after her passing..  So.. There you have it..


Badge Henry


(P.S.  One of my greatest fears was almost realized on Friday, this past Friday as I was checking the entries to be sure they were ready and they all ... NONE OF THEM PLAYED...  the videos seemed dead and I thought oh great because as I loaded the videos in July I deleted them from the flash drive where they were being stored.. I only had the first two still and so... I then realized that I use  Icedragon as my main browser, a form of Firefox but it doesn't use flash or.. Adobe flash.. When I watch videos on YouTube it uses RTSP  which means that the videos from YouTube will play just fine with this browser but in order for me to see the videos I would have to add a flash player cog as it were.. Or switch to my backup which is UC browser which was likely the browser I set the videos in the first place... Then there is the fact that the new blog (named... um... really an odd name but then you know me... it is called ...  (I'm) Naked Running With Sharp Objects... Which will be live.. eventually) I was uploading videos there recently and it wasn't showing the usual way it looks when it is done.. Must be a new thing they have, but the videos look like broken links when they are done and it doesn't matter which browser I used, they all showed the same final uploaded situation, broken link.. And then I tested one and it was alright.. Really weird but, the shitting of the pants ceased, and everything was copacetic... )