...but then I blinked

So after last Thursday happened (where my facebook account was locked out) I thought seriously about not bothering getting it going again.. And Friday I really tried every way to get it back but there are rules they have in place for everyone to adhere to.. I thought well if it take four days to get my account back I might very well not give a shit to have it back.. Then I realized this is where the information is gotten so I had to get my account back.. But it was not to happen.. My account looked totally unusable ever again so I accepted that and dtarted the new account.. Getting the old account back was a total shock as I am not the kind of person who jumps through hoops very well.. But then I did what was needed to get my account back and then I was stuck with a dilema, do I keep the new page or leave the old and go to the new.. The only reason I could see to stay with the old page was my niece and that was a good enought reason.. However I can see everything she posted up until the last day on othe peoples FB pages so I made the decision to delete it.. It wasn't easy, but it was a decision I made after thinking it over one day.. and getting on the old site kept happening by accident, I had to do something about it so that now I could set all the browsers I use to stay with my login for the new site.. Also my name is on the new FB.. Not my whole name but enough of it.. you get the gist.. If you know me you know this is my FB page..

There were other reasons why I deleted my old FB account one of which I accepted to do beta testing of a new feature where they showed live content on FB, but I thought it would be a small amount.. Turns out there is a shit ton of live video and it was cluttering up my inbox as well as my timeline..

My brother had a question on his FB page asking if you are more religious or spiritual..  My feeling is spiritual although there is some other things from the church that I get but not really. The church is more to me a community thing, like minded people and I get that.. Spiritual to me is.. Well to me I feel like I am more spirtual in that I believe in ghosts.. and other things in that realm.. I know people would think that is nuts but after my dad passed away and then again after my niece I felt the same thing, the same way.. A spiritual presence.. I can't explain it.. Like when she moved into that appartment I had a feeling she would ... maybe not so much die there as much as.. never leave.. I envisioned her being there, at that complex long before she ever moved there.. But not that apartment, but one of them there.. A strange feeling no  doubt.. This past July 4th we were together for a family get together and