Odd

This might not make sense but.. I did entries on the Phudge Nuts site ahead of time, I mean I always have but recently I was only a week ahead, and that was nerve wracking to just be a week ahead because Monday was the day I had to have the next weeks done.. I would add three days so by Wednesday they had to be done but i only got caught twice with the Wednesday day thing being lapsed.. So I decided to get the rest of December done ahead of time, and then yesterday went through January, to the end of January.. Not to worry from the last two weeks on it's nothing but beach dreams in that they are bikini dreams.. And will be that for the first three months of 2015.. At he last week or so of March I will start doing the memes like the other months.. Fun pictures and memes and ... weird shit like that..

Last nights sleep session included either rerun dreams or newly dressed odd shit dreams..  How weird was that?? I can't interpret dreams thankfully but there are times that I wish I had an inkling of what that means.. It felt "ground hog day"-like, or at the very least a deja vu like.. I mean it was totally odd and off for me anyway.. Is it the holiday that is doing that?? I usually try to ignore that it is this time of year to quell disappointment.. Not so much disappointment in what I get as gifts, but hope that I can get something for everybody.. But this year.. This is different because even if I had all the money in the world I wouldn't have a clue what to get anyone.. Just like every year.. My nephew seems like he would be easy to buy for but he has gotten to the age where bigger (read more $$$) means better and that was most evident when for his birthday we got him a fire truck lego set and turned out he wanted the fire station..  That would be a hundred dollars, not a measly twenty.. And he knows the difference in price.. He was telling his grandma what he wanted and I would chime in you want that so it can sit in your room and not be played with??  He can blame that on his little brother now, but it was that way before he was born.. He has a nice collection of toys but can't really play with them anymore..  He would come to his grandmas house and tear out everything in the first few hours of being here, then as he was here this past summer more he would do that less to the point where he would pull something out and start playing with it.. That was so odd to see him actually play with his toys.. But in the past few weeks he has been too busy to be at his grandmas house.. I guess it's the season.. I know mom perks up when he is going to be here, hopefully he can be here over the holiday break.. Hope so..

What was the dream though??  The dream was a hodgepodge of dreams that seem like I saw this before, from the trek out south of a town that seemed like a movie.. The further west I went the more back country Louisiana it seemed.. i've never been in that part of the country and so it being that vivid was strange to me.. I thought sure as shit some doorknob backwoods bum was gonna come out and give me shit and sure enough there was a car broke down, they needed help and then that banjo started to strum.. This can't be good.. but because I had seen this I switched to another dream.. Not as vivid but still strange.. I gotta wake up..  And so I did.. But it seemed to leave a porthole open and I still feel like I did when I was asleep.. What is this weird shit dream about and why do I feel like we just lost our favorite pet??   Odd..


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